NO RELATION
hidden deep,
the code of survival.
is primal,
covered,
with seductive juices.
abandon prudence.
dive.
search.
un-focus.
in hazy comprehension
forget the past.
adoration
keeps her moving down.
going down.
sink.
he held her,
nurtured her,
loved her,
fucked her brains out,
gave nothing.
gave everything
was never enough.
belly-flop. flip-flop. flop. flop.
he released her
to chaos.
to contempt.
questioning herself.
pushing out,
pulling
in pain,
in joy.
paddle. pull. paddle. push. paddle. push.
she struggles.
hush the voices
soundlessness
under the waves.
quiet.
embody the anxiety.
float.
